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Monday, March 31, 2008,7:53 AM
First signs...
Just last night, the first sign that pointed to the fact that I'm not suitable for my current job scope showed up. It kinda discouraged me quite a bit. Talked it through with my husband and he aasured me that it was alright. Talking to God regarding my concerns helps a lot. The song for devotion this morning spoke to me personally. Though it was a song so often sung, it particularly touched me today. The lyrics of the song Shepherd of my soul. Blessed day to all.
Thursday, March 27, 2008,10:49 PM
Happy ending
Forgot to say! Day in school ended on a sweeet note because a sweet sugar-pie left a tube of sweets in my pigeon hole.
It really edified my life. So timely, like as if that sweet angel knew I had a bad day, and that i was going to attend a shitty course.
Needless to say, the sweet treat came in handy thoughout the entire course i attended! Mmmmuacks to Missy Poh! =) Thanks for being so sweet even though I know you are having a shitty week as well! Jia you!
,10:22 PM
Wrong day
All that could go wrong today went wrong. :(
Supposed to have project work with class today, blocked booked labs.
However, when i happily went down with the class with their bags, lab was being gatecrashed by another class. Teacher in the lab said that "the heads said was permission given to gatecrash in n complete the quiz coz it's urgent". Can't blame the teacher. So, if cannot finish project work on time, pupils cannot churn out presentation, curriculum cannot finish as a result, whose fault? My fault of coz. Ppl won't see all the glitches that took place along the way. It's kinda disheartening when some ppl r juz so dismissive, but I'm trying to be positive. Stay calm. Smile. *breath in...breathe out*
Even my class feels that there's no system sometimes. They question. But what can I say? I need to be professional, and stay positive, even though deep inside, I'm discouraged...pissed.
It's okay. It's really a learning journey for me.
Been an eventful day....skipped my favourite KB to go to plaza sing to by some stuff from spotlight. Been a long time since I met her. Appreciate her time and her company to send me here n there.
Oh ya, have this random thought about PB...actually these dayz i also dun give a damn about PB anymore. My RO told mi last year that she felt i didn't do much. Whatever we did was for the school for our pupils, not for others to see anyway. Well, I guess it's really how much we choose to write about in our EPMS also. If RO sees you doing it, then good lor. If not, then they would prob think you didn't do much. So realistic... sighs. What to do, that's life. Like many of the friends around mi, PB is really a bonus. How much really doesn't matter, as long as bank got extra money can liao. =)
Chanced upon this interesting ad in today's papers. It is actually a website which encourages couples to focus on their marriage, build positive skills into the relationship and learn to love each other even more. It encourages married couples to spend quality time with each other and to set aside 10 minutes each day without distractions to talk about the "topic of the day". Hot topic of the day for today is : If you could go back in time, would you change or do anything differently?
Now waiting for husband to finish his Mac dinner n talk about this topic over a cup of hot milo. hehe
After that, I'm hitting the sack. Stay positive...dream positive...be positive...wake up positive! Afterall, the weekend's coming! yeah!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008,8:14 PM
Happening week...
School's barely reopened, but the avalanche is beginning again.
Project work, 2 courses to attend, patio, level review, CASE meeting....miiiillllioooons of things happening..
Not that i'm complaining. I thank God I've a job. =)
Seriously need to priotise, n juz do what i can. I need a LIFE, with my husband.
Been staying late in school lately. Really thank God for colleagues who give a word of encouragement or a smile as they pass by my seat.
What really DOESN'T help is stuff that go like "WAH! THE SCHOOL PAYS YOU EXTRA AH??" n "WHEN I COME I SEE YOU, WHEN I GO HOME, I SEE YOU, YOU ARE MY IDOL"
Sarcasm hurts lor, expecially from ppl i barely know. He's from the other session some more. I need to master the art of ignoring others.
Kaoz..I wan to stay in school meh? Can go home dun wan meh? Isn't it obvious?
Anyway, I thank God for understanding friends, uncle Ting Ting Ting, and of coz my good buddy Monkey who's alwayz there to listen.
Today, husband got his new car. He misses his good ol "black knight" lancer. Not really used to his new car, but gotta say it's kinda spacious, more room @ back seat, n boot (girls read it as more shopping bags!) whoo hoo! He looks kinda ku ku driving an auto car, coz more used to him driving manual. Anyway, hopefully it's a refreshing change for us. More family outings coz not so tiring driving all 5 of us around.
Looking forward to meet up with my good girl pals for birthday celebration!
Seriously need some solid catching up time n power packed girl talk!
Miss meeting my bro too! Looking forward to our next haircut! haha lol!
Seriously need to fill you in on some 'interesting' books i bought online..haha!
Till then, stay positive... *breathe in....breathe out...breathe in....breathe out...*