Someone told me something today which totally stunned me. It was the truth in his words that really fascinated me big time. He said : When I come for your big day, I'll make sure I'lll leave the name of your partner on my ang pow to you blank first. I'll only write ur partner's name down when u say the words "I DO".

Indeed, my partner in crime knows me so totally well to understand that the game changes every single day, and so does its rules. What can I do without my PIC? lol!


Nothing in this life is absolute. Nothing. Barely three months more to the day...but both of us are still having second thoughts. Or rather, perhaps he is. He says i've got a rotten attitude. He's not wrong and I dun deny it. It's true, most of the time.

Even though I'm still not quite done with my share of fun, I am certain about the direction i'm heading, the conventional direction I've to head. It's not a matter of choice, as I see it now.

I've come to a conclusion. Nothing in this world is absolute. The one who says he/she loves you today may say otherwise tomorrow. Perhaps we should stop deluding ourselves to try to please the people around us. It's not doing any one of us any good. Perhaps now is the time to embrace the happiness that each of us has been longing to have.


Been doin work since 3 in the afternoon. That's the result of being a great procrastinator. Not that I am complaining though. Taking a breather now to reflect on the week's events.

Been sleeping after 3a.m. every day last week. What was I doing? Well, talking and chatting on the phone wif TWCC..haha In return, TWCC woke up every day @ 5.30 a.m. juz to suffer together with me and to feel the pain. Sweet gesture, but a little out of point la.. Sleeping late has taken a toll on my body. Been feeling really lethargic n tired of late, headaches, bodyaches. This in turn affects my quality of life, work slows down etc. Reality is really setting in...I'm getting older le...no longer can stay up late every single day. I'd better not try to be heroine... lol

Anyways, have not seen TWCC since Thursday after my kickboxing session. Came to pick me up after school to send mi home (duh, such a short distance, I can walk lor...but that person insisted must send mi home... so ok lor!). I slept for a while, then came to pick mi up for my exercise and send mi home thereafter. When I asked "Why do all these?". The reply was, "I'm training you to live ur dream as a tai² leh". Wishful thinking on my part lor. Haha! Anywayz, I'm not unhappy with the attention. But juz that I must be mindful not to carry things too far.

Have finally approved the final draft of the wedding album..so happy! Think it will most likely be ready by October ba. I'm waiting in anticipation... :)

While doin work juz now, I went online and bidded for a cute giraffe tee...also was eyeing this Coach Wristlet. Super nice! *drools* I also wan an IPOD, though I know i prob won't need it. Haha! Okok...enough of denial... back to work le... argh!


Had a chat with a friend today in the car on the way back. In my conversation with her, I came to realise that there are other ppl in the world who are like me, facing the struggles of life. It was heartening to be able to tell someone how I felt about marriage and the things or struggles that I expect to face in future. I realised that she had been through the same phase as I was going through, and through our conversation, she offered lots of very encouraging advice, which i truly appreciated. FOR ONCE... I really felt like someone understood. And I am very sure she did because she went through what I did.

I admire her courage to tell her other half about everything that happened, and because of what she did, her rs with him is now at is best. Like me, she too believes that certain things happen for a reason. At least for now, I know that I am not some kinda immoral girl who makes reckless decisions.

After my conversation with her, I think what I need now is a closure to this chapter. A REAL closure. How am I gonna do it? I'm not too sure. Will another chapter open? I don't know either.


I cannot help it...I so badly need to say it out...

Went to Airport for quite a late dinner juz now. Dinner was great. Company was great too!

What i really need to say was the discomfort that i went through when my fingernails were under scrutiny again! oh man! it has been a LONG LONG TIME since someone ever paid attention to whether my nails were long or short! Thankfully, i made a special effort to cut my nails before I went down to meet that person..wahahahahahahaha! I somehow knew that they would be the subject of scrutiny sooner or later..and i was right! Well done!

Anyway, the response that came after the scrutiny was "hmmmm...ur fingernails very short hor? Good! Must keep them clean..."

I was like so damn bloody pai seh lor! Why am I even reacting in this way! Bro!!!! SAVE MI!!!!


How come I don't even smell the september holidayz? Been on this interesting course for three dayz already. One more day to go! Yippee! Interesting to be able to learn rather new and refreshing stuff. Quite excited to put to use some of the skills. Thank God for the company of my two other friendz, or I would be so totally bored to death.

I miss my two other good friendz in school...juz when i thought i can catch up wif them, I had to go on course...basket. Anywayz, at home now, feeling hungry... Wanted to go out and eat wif my mum, but TWCC dropped an sms to ask if I wanted to eat dinner. I'm like so bored @ hm, so I agreed..heehee

Badly need a CHNG now before I go get changed. CHNG TIME!


The past few dayz have been a whirlwind...Guess I've been staying in my comfort zone for way too long now, that i've forgotten about the world outside. TWCC has been sms-ing mi quite regularly, and while I find it to be a refreshing change, I am a little hesitant and apprehensive to want to get involved with another of such an individual. However, the curious girl in me has gotten the better of me. TWCC asked mi out to watch Ratatouille, which I agreed, though a little unsure of what might come out of the outing.

It was fun, as it turned out to be. Enjoyed the company...the talks, the laughter and the discovery. Aunt Leh said that TWCC's Subaru is super super beng lor! I agree! Especially when it's driven by such an individual!

Anyway, I was kinda glad that the "**y-dar" in mi didn't quite disappear and is still in good working order... also quite a nice feeling to be in touch with the "colourful" side of myself all over again. HOWEVER...i didn't know BTBs can be so pushy! Oh man! It's good to feel and know that someone cares and gives u attention, but I know it will be shortlived. First of all, height is an issue! Next, looks are also a major issue! Definitely cannot compare to QLC (and Shannon Ong too!) who's so cool...heehee It's impressive to know that TWCC's goal in life is to be able to support a "tai tai" (I was kinda impressed)...and asked mi if i would like to be one! Well... er...maybe...but I'm not too sure if that's my cup of tea, coz it's all getting a little too MAN for mi liao! wahahahahahaha!


Mad week indeed. But so glad my first assignment is over.

Our level was having frisbee tournament on Thursday, I wasn't in the happiest of moods, but was glad that my class was winning. Lo and behold, someone came along and made a comment which SPOILT the moods of all my moods! HE (yes, a HE) asked me, "Ai yo! The weather so hot! Have to stand in the hot sun leh! What happens if ur skin gets dark, then cannot take wedding photos? HOW??"

He CLEARLY KNOWS that i've taken my wedding pics! So, if that wasn't called SARCASM, what was it? What was the intention behind that cutting remark? Bloody hell! F***ing pissed over his remarks which i felt were totally uncalled for. TOTALLY.

HOW CAN A LEADER (yes, he's a leader) BE SO SARCASTIC AND UNPROFESSIONAL??? If he was bitter or unhappy about my unhappiness over my CCA, then F***ing hell, bloody tell me in the face, why the need to beat about the bush?

So sorry about being R*cist lor, perhaps what my loved one said is probably so true : If you see a "YOU KNOW WHAT and a snake...kill and get rid of the YOU KNOW WHAT first!"

How true..how true...

Tiffan'y my nick
Impacting little lives is what I do
I believe in God, and rely on HIM all the time.
My motto : Seize the moment!


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Love never fails; Character never quits; and with patience and persistence; Dreams do come true. --- Pete Maravich


Some men succeed because they are destined to, but most men succeed because they are determined to. --- Greame Clegg