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Monday, August 6, 2007,9:51 PM
Thoughts in solitude
The highs and lows of planning for the big day are sinking in, and in my bid to overcome the obstacles, I am making the slow but sure discovery of who my true friends are. A friend once told me through her wedding experience that it's only thru this process that we discover who our real friends are. Indeed, I'm beginning to see that. I totally CANNOT understand what is so bloody exciting about planning for marriage? Why do ppl gush about it? WHY??? What's the frenzy about dresses, hairstyles, gowns, make-up etc? I've come to a point where I feel repulsive n resentful. What's wrong with me? It's certainly not because of my husband to be. What is so exciting about getting married? Needless to say, attitude problem at work again. Who cares? Unapologetic.
I'm finding myself building a wall around myself, not wanting to communicate with the ppl I dun wan to.
The irony is - While on one hand, other see me as someone sociable or pleasant, but at the other end of the spectrum, I'm screaming "Leave me ALONE!" I'm facing a serious problem that only one or two know about. What can be done? I've simply no idea.
Right now, I'm so looking forward to seeing my bro after work tomorrow! Been a long time since I saw her! :)
A simple girl who seeks to seize and treasure each precious moment in life. She craves spending time with those she love, esp the friends and loved ones around her. Life doesn't go on forever, so each moment is precious to her. Polka dots, ribbons, boots, blings, beautiful bags, cupcakes and giraffes tickle her pink!
