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Thursday, August 9, 2007,4:41 PM
Crossroads
Finally can take a break from hectic workplace. Woke up with a super bad headache, from thinking about my life last night. Woke up many times. The husband to be is having a nap beside me now, oblivious to the state of confusion I am in right now. He will not know it, and I will make sure he will NEVER know it. I'm at my crossroads again. I guess when I walk down the aisle with him, only my Partner in crime, my daily dose at work n my bro will know that I'm marrying someone I not necessarily love wholeheartedly, but am committed to. I'm not unhappy. A little regretful that things didn't turn out the way I wanted it to a year back. I guess it juz wasn't meant to be. I'm just a little sad that after saying my vows, a part of my heart will have to put behind and forger about my past. What will happen after marriage? How will he feel? What will he do? Will we still be friends? I'm not too sure. I don't even dare think about it. It will make my headache worse.
A simple girl who seeks to seize and treasure each precious moment in life. She craves spending time with those she love, esp the friends and loved ones around her. Life doesn't go on forever, so each moment is precious to her. Polka dots, ribbons, boots, blings, beautiful bags, cupcakes and giraffes tickle her pink!
